NOW YOU CHOOSE EITHER NAUGHTY OR NICE

naughty. When I looked on tumblr.com I found a site called 'synyster gates sexual frustration. Seriously one of the best sites I've ever seen. But dirty, very dirty. It's about sexual frustrations of Synyster Gates. He's the hottest guy in the world, in my opinion. People write stories on that site how much they want to fuck him. I sometimes have dirty thoughts, but mine aren't as dirty as thoughts of people at that site. Sometimes I thought just oh my fucking god, this is almost too dirty. I know people who think that I'm very nice, don't care about boys, and can't imagine that I have dirty and naughty thoughts, but one of my hobbies is finding the hottest photo ever of Synyster Gates on google (: 3 years ago, I thought Jared Leto (30 Seconds To Mars) was the hottest person on earth. Last year it was Robert Pattinson, and now it's mr. Brian Elwin Haner Jr. , stage name Synyster Gates. Even his name is hot. I'm addicted to him, seriously. It's just more than a crush on him, he even appears in my dreams, which is very nice. But sometimes, it's just getting too much. The only band I'm listening too on my IPod is Avenged Sevenfold, because I wanna hear these crazy solos and everything. and who do you think is the hottest person on earth? Sorry for my bad English, it's Sunday evening, late, and I want to sleep, dream about Synyster Gates and just, uhhh I don't know. Alright, other things. Over about,uhhhh , 350 days I'm getting 16, and yes I know it's very early to think about it, but shall I organize a party? Everybody here in Holland is happy when he/she's turning 16, because you're than allowed to drink alcohol and you're allowed to smoke. Things I'm not really looking forward to, because I don't want to be drunk evey weekend. And when I smoke, I'm not getting my driver-licence. But I don't think I can resist it, seriously. When I see people smoke, sometimes I wanna do it too. And forget everything and get drunk. That's what I'm a little scared about. Haha, this post is just way too personal, I know. Okay, one more thing, when I see Synyster Gates smoking, he's just 10000 times hotter than he normally is.

goooooodnight. My fingers are hurting from all this.